this is our fate, je suis a toi.

I’m starting to give up.
Mechanics is draining me, actually, revision is draining me and after psych2 I had no energy to revise and so had a nap and I felt guilty for not caring about mechanics.
Went over a few papers and realised I couldnt do questions that pertained to the four chapters that Wellings spent a max of 4 hours teaching (one chapter per lesson).
Had to relearn it all.
I can do 1-4 but it is an 11 chapter book.
And my head is literally burning in pain.
I also have a temperature and feel a bit ill. Therefore I want to take night nurse but I don’t want to be stoned in my mech exam.
I haven’t completed a paper and I feel bad.
But I don’t have the energy to keep going. And I have 7 more exams.

SIGHHHHHHHHHH.
and I can hear my dog running about downstairs because her nails make a cute random noise against the wood floor.
Sometimes when she runs at me and I make a movement towards her. She tries to stop but she keeps sliding which freaks her out.

This is why I’m not your friend. You are a two-faced person who will run off for the nearest source of attention like a dog rather than stick with people who have been there. And don’t patronise me, because it’s the end. It’s been the end for ages, so don’t act as if you know me or care about a single thing I’ve done or thought or felt or insult my intelligence by being “friendly”. I have two words for you: ‘fuck off’.

{By the way, if you can read this because you’re following me its not about you - this post has been a long time coming.}

I wish I had as much enthusiasm for revising for my exams as I do for making noodles

I’ve been a-grinning for two days straight,

And my cheeks hurt so darn much.

But I’ll smile through the pain,

Cos I’m so darn happy right now.

People can call me crazy,

And get me sectioned off.

But they can’t take this grin off my face,

Cos I’m so darn happy right now.

God, you crazy people. I love you all so much.

And no, I have not been drinking.

So recently I’ve been having bad skin on my feet which was past moisturising. So today I bought a pedegg thing to scrape the dead skin off.
And
Oh
My
God
There are new things my feet can feel that I never realised I could feel with my feet before.

Dear everyone
I need rice. This is a plea for any Chinese food you can give me. Soy sauce is also welcome
Please reblog if u have a heart

If I seriously do not do well in this exam tomorrow, I am gonna throw my revision at the AQA exam board because after typing up the necessary revision materials and basically learning by rote I have no idea what the fuck I can do better.

But to anyone retaking Chem 2, or taking it for the first time, good luck. It’s gonna be a motherfucking bitch of an exam. (But less so than core 3 and chem 5).